Im not giving up

I'm not giving up, this is just the start of the beginning. Its just now sinking in, that I really did receive my DACA card, and its been more then a month since that day. I still remember the day I received it in the mail it didn't seem real it was all so surreal like a dream coming true, but I didn't want it to be a dream & at that time I was going through an emotional time in my life, so showing complete excitement, well wasn't what I could show, I knew in my heart it was great news, & it was going to change my life forever so finally after so many months of waiting since I had applied for the application the waiting seemed long but I had lived in this country illegally for years!!! so waiting a couple more months, it was fine with me. and to think there was a time when something like this seemed impossible from happening. I cant deny my happiness now, I definitely feel blessed now I feel like I can conquer the world and I know I can accomplish whatever I set my mind to. I wont forget that I promised myself and god that if I had this opportunity I would take it & I would go to school take a career, my goals have been set for as long as I can remember, now its time to put them into action, and I cant lie I'm anxious to see my ambition take over me. God always has a perfect timing for everything, never early, never late it takes a lot of patience and a lot of faith, but it's always worth the wait.

Our love

   

When  I get up in the mornings the first person I think about is you, before I go to bed the last person I think about is you, your constantly running my mind.. I always want to let you in on every detail of my life, without you there is just no me anymore, what I love the most about you is the way you help me be a better person, Every fear I've had you've made me face it, if I've ever had doubt's you've helped me get rid of them. When I'm falling, your right there in time to catch me, you've been there for me through it all & for that I thank you because what you've given me is beyond what I could ever repay you with, your love is genuine, the best a girl could ask for.  

Right now

Right now... i cant seem to find The real me anymore. That happy, bubbly, silly girl  i used to be.. she's still there, i can feel it & I'm reaching out to her, but it's like a negative force is keeping me away.The worst part of it all, is i don't even know where this all began, but all i know is that i need it to end.